Taking action

So being alone this week has given me time to calm down and think. I do better when I'm by myself. Helps me sort things together. I've come to realize that being unemployed, stuck in the middle of nowhere with no way to get anywhere, idle time, no jobs in the paper, and multiple amounts of other things has caused me to just not want to try at all. With the amount of technology in my life (cause i love technology), its easy to escape into those things and not try at all. I've spent time thinking about how i could get what i needed done without escaping. I am removing skype, steam, and second life from my computer. I'm hiding the links to the games. I am stopping the creation of my sl items and posting them for now

I have a lot of things to take care of and get in order. I'll go back to my online business and continue onward when i get these things set. The amount of time it'll take is unknown, but its important i do these cause this is my real life i'm talking about that needs to be put in order. It has to come first. Once i get it settled, I'll probably limit my online time to weekends. School and everything else must come first.

I love my online world and online friends. They are all wonderful people that help contribute to me, but I know you can get lost in the online world and make it your whole life. I don't need to do that right now. I want to finish my education and get my life going. Thank you all.