Okay so i've had an issue since I was a teenager. I suffered through its effects until jan 2001. I don't think its as bad as it is now. I just got weak and tired...sometimes dizzy. In 2001...I got depo, but wasn't diagnosed. Just sort of an accident that taking depo took care of it. I stayed on depo cause I felt better and didn't have a period. Yeah i became a depo fan. In late 2003, I missed my shot. I didn't have period but i sure as heck had the effects. Here's a fun image, me dragging myself across a carpet telling my sister how horrible she is cause she couldn't get up to get me ramen. My legs were too weak to work. Anything usually hip and lower usually runs out of energy. I'm a fighter, but somethings i can only take so far. I got tired of this mysterious issue and went to my new doc to ask for help. He sent me to an obgyn who told me i had dysmenorrehea...then dismissed it like it was nothing. He told me I had to stay on depo and i'd be fine. Roll forward to 2005, couldn't get my shot til i got back from cali! Every step is painful that I took to see the obgyn but heck i'm able to walk. My new obgyn called me a sissy too...I wanted to trade bodies with her >.> But anyway, you don't know how happy it does feel to be able to walk though when it hits and you don't have medication.
Roll forward to the present, been busy with different things. Kept trying but things got in the way of getting my shot since october. ugh >.> On and off for three weeks i been feeling funny then Thursday night... BOOM! Pain head to toe. It slowly starts to weaken me. Sunday I was on skype with some friends. The one we call Enigma, aka Eni, was like "whats wrong?" All i could get out was, "Pain lots and lots of pain." He and Emme headed to bed. I thought i was good cause last night I was doing well into the morning and i had distractions from small pain. But I got up and went over to mom this evening....yeah....lots and lots of pain along with weakness. It takes me too long to do anything cause my body doesn't have the ability to support me with the pain and weakness.
You'd think by now i'd be wise after everything else i been through and knowing this shot would keep this from happening....especially sine i've had since oct to get it. This is not a fun issues. I'm dealing with it now. Sometimes though I think there is something else effecting it that makes it worse than it is. Who knows. I have one medical issue no doc seems to be able to figure out. I just from time to time get dizzy or unable to move. Feel like I'm going to pass out. No reason sometimes. I've been tested for many things and come out cleared. So who knows. I'm just a medical screw up
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